selamat hari raya aidiladha

sedia menjadi korban

taun ni raye haji kat tganu setelah last year rayer di johor..

xbes rayer kat johor,ekekee...

not in da good mod after something happen.=(

update later

i need space!!

aku perlukan ruang untuk hidup normal!!

kawan-kawan aku tau aku pakai 2 nombor..

bukannye nak tunjuk yang aku ni kaya,mampu pakai 2 henpon..

maxis itu adalah nombor hp rasmi aku...dr zaman aku sekolah lagi aku da pakai nombor itu.. mane2 form yg aku perlu isi,aku guna no.itu...

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celcom itu di zaman matrik,yg mane ade certain2 je tau no.clcom..

kau kawan aku dr sekolah lg..ye,kita sekelas time itu..aku senang bekawan ngan kau..

then kita lost contact! owh itu adalah pekara bese..

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taun ini kita contact balik...aku sayang kawan2 aku..aku xnk putus kawan..

tp kau da mula tukar rentak lepas tau aku single..kau contact aku balik..bagi aku xsalah sbb kita mang da kenal lama...tp cara kau approach aku itu salah...ko msg ckp mnde bukan2...ak xsuka!!!

kau kata kau suka aku..aku anggap kau gurau je..sbb aku tau kau da ade awek..lgpun kau kawan aku,aku da kenal kau lama..tp kau buat2 aku pun ske kau..

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bagi aku even aku da ade bf pun,member itu tetap penting..sbb bf boleh putus,tp member kawan smpai mati..

kau msg aku,aku reply...tp bila kau asyik miscal aku..aku jd busan..nk msg msg je la,,ni men mc lak..

satu hari ade nombor clcm yg aku xknl mntx krdit ngan aku..tp no.kepala 0195...aku x ingat..aku msg tnye sape,alih2 ko suruh aku 3g kau..kau ingt kau tu justin timberlake ke nk suh aku 3g kau..

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lps tu aku xlyn dah..malas nk pikir org gile maner..tapi kau still msg mntx kredit..aku ignore je msg tu..then kau msg lg..mc laa...tp aku still ignore..

aku tau itu kau ,aku da blh agak...tp aku da mls nk lyn kau..weii ko ni xreti bahasa ker..tolong laaa jgn gnggu aku..lg2 time tu aku bz nk exam..mls nk lyn sape2...

satu hari ko call aku kat mxs..bnyk kali..weii time tu aku nk exam..kepala otak aku da serabut nak exam,killer paper lak,kau sibuk2 call aku...

start hari tu aku tpkse silentkan hp mxs aku..kekeke...

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tp kau msg lg..mntx tlg aku topup..2-3 kali kau msg mntx topup..kau ingat aku ni tokey topup ker?tolong la..sedangkan aku sndri x tertopup,ni nk topup tuk org len lak...

kau x malu ke nk mntak topup ngan pompuan? sedangkan ex bf aku dulu pun marah kalu aku nk topupkan ye...

sejak dr ari itu,sejak kau mntx topup+ msg aku kat no.clcm...aku da jadi meluat ngan kau...smpai aku rasa nk je delete terus no.kau lam contact number aku..

member aku kata,jns laki gini nk kikis wet jek..aku setuju ngn member aku itu...

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untuk kau,kalau kau terbace blog ini...aku anggap kau kwn je,aku xleh terime kau...bukan sbb ape yg ko da buat dulu..tp sbb ko kawan aku..jaga gf kau baik2...jgn kecewakan org kalau kau xnk dikecewakan nt..believe in karma...

aku sayang kau as friend jek...jgn rosakkan friendship kita ni...

hangout!

jam da kul 235 am..

kat lua ujan rintik2..

sejuk...

tp mata xngntuk lg..

huahauaa

owhh saya mau jmpe member matrix dulu...

anis

mumu

adda

anis di ump

mumu di umt

adda di upsi

xtau lg bila nk jmpe...

cause adda kat n9..

xblk ganu lg..

anis da bg green light nk jmpe...

bak kata ayt ajaibnya..

aku kalu bab makan no hal..ekekee

anis2..

ikut plan di otakku mau makan pizza...

ohyeahh...

xsabanya mau jmpe deorg...

but not decide yet..

mayb ujung bulan ni kot..

yg pasti b4 cuti abis..

b4 masing2 kembali memerah otak..huhauaua

oh lagi plan mau blanje tirah pizza...

aduila pokai la aku tirah wei...

tp prioty masih lg budak2 itu..

notacelahgigi: cam mau ikut je my mum n my auntie shoping tis monday..

mimpi...

ari jumaat tuh..perghh aku mimpi yg sangat ngeri...ekekee

sape2 nk tau mimpi itu sile buzz aku kat ym...

sangat segan + ngeri nk cte kat sni...kehkehekheee

smpai buat aku x abis2 pikir...

mntax dijauhkan malaikat...

hahaha

notacelahgigi: ngeri bg aku laa...heheee

oh keje

xsmpai pun smggu blk umah...

da rase cm busan

hahaa

time duk kolej nk sangat blk umah

aduilaa

plan nk keje part time at my bro's work

tp ye lak xkasi

huhuu

dunno nape ye lak x kasi

long,kakcik nk keje part time je aa

ngah pun xkasi keje kat tmpat ye

aduilaaa

nape la abg2ku ni sengal xkasi ak keje kat hotel deorg

bukannye mereka yg kan byr gaji pun

duk kat umah pun..

makan,tdo,tngk tb,on9...

xde keje len..

smpai da kene imsonia blk daa...

kalu xleh tdo sngt aku selongkar blk novel2 lame yg cm besh..

kunun2 nk kasi ngntuk..

tp pas subuh bru leh tdo gak

huahauaua

cannot blame me

notacelahgigi: nk keje .........

its already end..

the story begin....

she do love him, he do love her too...

although his keep hurting her,

keep made her cry

keep make her waiting

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waiting to knoe wether his alright or nope

waiting for him to contact her back after 6months silent

waiting him to topup his phone

waiting for their first dating...

and she

hoping for him to take the medicine while he got the fever,

have to force him to go to clinic

force him to eat all that suck medicine

hope to be besides him 24/7

hope to celebrate his 20 bufday together

hope his family can accept her

but she

just ignore all the pain

ignore all sucks thing

ignore her feelin

ignore all her friends advise

cause she know he can change

he deserve for second chance

he do appreciate that chance..

they become hapy couple again..

until

he became silent again..

in 3 weeks

and that gurl became worried again

worried what happen to him

she do call,message him..

but no reply

until one day..

he just message her at myspace..

told that their relationship could not worth

told that he want to focus on his study...

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suggest her to find somebody else...

she have to accept his decision

although she really want to knows whats realy make him doin tis..

she know deep inside her mind its been related with his family matter

040708-300909

after 1 year 3 months 26 days

tis is how the story end...

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thanks to her friend,they always be besides her to chill her up..

no matter how much u love someone,when u have to let it go,let it go......

pape laa

paper last c++ sangat la killer!!!tuhan..let me pass plez...dun want to repet it

to sir khalil...murah2 la markah......sir pun tau solan tu susah kan?eheee

even da bis exam..but still rase x hepy...siyes that question very killer....

xtau nk jwb per..huuhuhhh

smpai budak2 ni seme da ckp,xpe2 nt sem dpn kita repet samer2..hahaaa

plez ak xnk repet paper laaaa......huuhhh




so besok tu plan nk g tngk wyang.....

yeyeyy....location: tgv bukit raja

time: 1215 bru gerak..heheee

aim:


movie 2012

bile da smpai sane,mak aihhh pnjgnye Q....

luckly tiket kul 220 ad g....

akfu,farah n lin....

pas tu pegi soru dulu..hehee

tp cte ni agak lame la duration ye.......2jam stngah...

cte ni nk cte sal kmsnahan dunia...sbb kalu nk cte sal hari kiamat,cm yg kita tau bila tiba ari tu xde sape pun yg leh slmatkan diri sndiri.......

sangat real damage tuh.......

double thumb up laa....hehee

ak da mula start tngk jam..ye ahh kat kul 5 xkuar panggung g...

da aa smlm da jnji ngn poklan nk amek brg ptg.....

then ngah beli cheese kek kat secret recepice tuh poklan call....ak suh ye amek brg2 mlm,skali ngan anta ak pg seksyen 17....

time tu rase rugi lak..ye aa at first ingt nk tngk 2012 ngan phobia2...

tp bile pkir ak rushing xjd nk tngk phobia 2 tu....

n now sangat x saba nk tngk mvie new moon.......

coz im already read that novel b4....

n can imagine that movie must be good too

sadly cte tu kua 20hb...n dat time im already home....huuuuuuuuuuu


notacelahgigi: lambat lg la pat tngk cte new moon tuuuu

nak!!

saat dan ketika ini....

terase sangat la membuak2 that feelings........

since 2-3 ari b4 raye lg...

tambah2 abg ak pun da wat dulu..hahahaa




long,kakcik ingat nk hairlight rmbut aa.....

sket je tp..

ce tngk rmbut dpn long ni...

smbil tngk ngn teliti...

ummm

bkper?

ishh...xnmpok ke kaler mnde?hahaa



omg! my bro da potong line dulu...

hahaaa

ishh xaci!!kakcik bru bajet nk wat,long wat doh..huhuhh


hahahaaa........

then ask my parents time bukak pose arituh...

my dad support me,hahaa....thanks abah!!

but my sis lak sebok2 kate xle wat..hahaaa

tp mang aa xsmpt nk wat time raye arituh,agak kelam kabut...

try tnye membe2,cmne,ok x.....

bese laaa...ad yg support kata ok..ad yg kate xyah wat

n anis la yg ckp, kaknurul kalu wat mang anis xngaku kwn...

hahah smpai cmtu skali......

actually ak tau yg kaler rmbut,even highlight sket pun...haram hukumnye.......

but still ade perasaan nk kaler rmbut gak..hahaha

cm couple la...tau yg pegang tangan tu haram...xleh sentuh kulit bukan mahram kite...

tp pegang tangan lam couple tu da dianggap pekare bese....

cm kolot kalu kite still mjaga prinsip itu.......



n cmtu la perasaan aku...



tau xleh kaler rmbut tp still nk wat gak.....ade kene mengene ker,hahahaa

notacelahgigi: what u think????

malas

lapar!! not have my lunch yet...

ckp ngan ma..ma ,lapa ..nk mkn nasi...

ikan xde,p a goreng..

hahh????ala mls lak nk g goreng ikan la..tu seme..

then now just eat my yogurt...

hahaaa....


notacelahgigi: nmpak sngat malas ..weeeee~~~

xde idea...

ape perkara yg paling romantik psgan anda buat time bday slain nyanyi lagu?

owhh susa seh nk jwb solan pakcik ak nih...

coz its neva hapen to me.....:(

da arr time pcik ak msg n ak ngah study c++....yela sok tu paper ni...

ngan sengalnye ak reply study c++ bsamer2 smbil mkn kek........

hahahaa

sori pakcik........wrong timing aa ko tnye aku....

da aa ak ngah xde mod bce buku tuh..hahaa

perghh pcik siap nk wat party g....

bes2..........

btuah gf ko pakcik......


notacelahgigi: sori pakcik ak xde ideaa aaa.......

notacelahgigi2: so cmner ???? ko wat cmne pcik?

im think im bit strong enough to let it go from my life.......

yeahh....

slowly let it go

notacelahgigi:mature enough,heheheee